Afraid of Being Found WantingAfraid of being found wantingthe scales unbalanced by betrayalsand failuresSecret fearsdark thoughtshidden desiresBut not to YouAs I knowso much more am I knownby YouThese mirrors lieFalsely comfortingreinforcing idealsthat belong to a wicked worldI long to know the comfortsof a new homein a far countryunpopulated by heathen idolsand fakepeace diplomatsAll my toilsburnt up in fierceflamesthe rubbish, stickschaff and stubbleconsumed by the fire of testingFound wantingin denialand wanderingfar, far from homeOnly blood can balance these scalesflows fresh from thornsand sides gaping woundsIn palms and feet tornnailed to a cross of punishmentof all the anger, pain, rage, grief, betrayal, distrust, unbelief, murder, lust, envy, scorn, self-pity, self-righteousness, selfishness, self before others, strife, murmurings, grumbling, complaining, whoring, stealing, wasting, lying, fornicating...So many times anguished in heart and mindwanting to call outto be f
EmbraceBeautifulDangerous rebelwhy are you so powerfulin your sleepy dreams forgetthat this pain existsand awake to a softCrayola dawn. Cold lightfiltering in to wake mefrom a warm dreamof you and Iembracingand the feeling lingers for a momentthe sweetest exquisite melancholyto hold you tightagainst the stormagainst Time and Chance and DeathNo. I must return to youAh, somewhere in those Elysian Fieldsyou're reclining by a brooklistening to its liesIf only I could prevent the morning...
To Study Her Faceshe would occasionally wear a flower in her hairbright, jauntysingularly exquisite i wish i could sit with herto study her facethe shadows, the planes and curves so joyous, vivaciousshe set the room on fire
Rules of EngagementSuddenly noticed in passingInnocuous yet alluringFurtive glances sidewaysNeither party willingto openly acknowledge their interestCirclingLookingWonderingOffense or defenseOpen For BusinessorSorry, We're ClosedHonestly it's the raw physical attractionat this pointAnd with every moment increasingBy orders of magnitude...You leaveNever knowingWhat if...?